Sunday, June 24, 2007

I AM GOING CRAZY ! ! !

man.....this few days keep busy about the uni thingy....cant even have a nice rest.....keep on thinking how to settle the needed things as soon as possible....meanwhile waiting for the offer letter to reach by impatiently.....

when i was so happy receiving the offer letter last sat....DAMM!! the stupid management of U send me the wrong fee bil ! ! thats not mine!!! thats diff name from mine!!! arrrghhhh.....i cant even make a call to the person in charge as today is SUNDAY...THE OFF DAY of government sector....aRRGhh!!!! STUPIDDDD!!!!
how am i gonna to settle all this??? really pissed off!!

2mr friends going to bank to settle all the fees thingy....and i will follow as well...but....MAYBE I JUST FOLLOW LIKE A FOOL WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING since my bil is the WRONG ONE!!!!!!! ishhh.......really going crazy!!!!!! wth.........(=_=)".................

Thursday, June 21, 2007

New Life Coming Soon

As been announced in my msn...i got USM management which is my 1st choice out of the 8 choices in my application form...at the moment i knew this info, the 1st thing i did was...

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"OMG!!! WAOOOHHHH!!!!! YEAAAAHHHHHH!!!! MAMA!!!! I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!!!!! "
then hug my mom tightly with my tears in the eyes...tears of happiness but somehow deep in heart flowing tears of the heavy hearted...

As u all know...USM is in Penang...which is very very far from mlc...which means i wont get to back to my hometown as frequent as those in KL...i think the journey from mlc to Penang takes 7-8 hours...haizz...when my parents were congrated me...i saw the sadness in my mom's eyes...she told me that she was happy for me but sad bcos i m not getting Uni in KL....but then later on she tried to soothe my heart by saying that it really doesnt matter where i get as long as i can get whateva i interested to study...she also said that its very good too to get USM cos this means she has the greater chance to travel to penang due to paying visits to me....ma, i knew that u are sad n heavy hearted...y u just pretended that u feel nothing? at the moment...i really cant control my tears from flowing out of my eyes...unstoppable...continuously...i can only hug my mom n silently cry....this is the 1st time i need to leave my mom n dad n kor so far to be independent in a brand new environment...honestly...i felt a lil lost...i dont even know that will i suit myself over there...even though i well covered the anxiety in me n look so happy as everybody thought....

But then something that really get to calm me down from being an anxious kid was that i get to know most of my friends getting the same Uni as i do!! like lilian, pei ling, meiying, sy ying, wei ping, chee sin, tze xian, chee wei, jasmin, wei fern, darrel, seow, wei sim, clarian....they all got USM but some of them are taking enginerring course wic means not in the same campus with me...however, now i get to know that i staying the same hostel with mei ying, it makes me more calm...altho dono whether can get to stay in the same room, as long as i got a friend staying the same hostel, it already makes me relief...hehe...at least i still get the nearer S.O.S if i face any probs...keke..

These few days everyone of us are busy for the uni thingy such as...apply for the ptptn loan online,read the buku panduan,prepare everything thats needed to bring up,buy this n that...the most important thing is the OFFER LETTER which now not yet been received by anyone of us!!! arrrghhh....damm slow...dono wat the gov plp doing.....make us so impatient for waiting...as the registration date is on 30June...but by now none of us get the letter yet....man...how to settle things like paying the fees and send the forms need to be reached by 1st July?? arrghhh...really really worry...LETTER...WHERE ARE U?? FASTER COME TO MY HOUSE!!!!! (=_=)"...

Meanwhile...i started to appreciate every seconds with my parents....accompany them as much as possible while i still here...online as much as possible while i still manage to do so...hang out with my friends as much as possible before we apart...haiz...what kinda complicated feelings in my heart now....happy + excited + wondering + sad + scare +.........one side in my heart saying.."faster...i want to know hows my new life in USM!.." ...but another side in my heart saying..."dont so fast le...i still not prepare yet....heavy hearted towards my mom n dad...and my lovely comfortable bed of course!!...dono will get suit to sleep on the new bed onot...swt.."
haizzzz....wat a complicated feeling....

Anyway....Life wont be always the same....same as plp around wont be always the same too....whenever we come to certain stage, its time for us to face more obstacles n challenges that will train us to be tougher, more independent, more observant...as i was kinda "lost" thinking for my future...God had determined n lead me a way...USM management...personally i m very believe in my God...i think that HE will certainly lead me a good way that bring me to my future...trust HIM...hopefully i m not choosing a wrong course and wish that my life will be even brigther over there!!!

NEW LIFE HAS COME!! GoodBye to all my friends especially Lene lene...we will no longer can hang out together as frequent as we do usually lor.......same to Audrey who will be study in UKM...please dont forget me horrr...miss u le sweetiee....and Chun Hwee...hopefully he wont forget me after go to Sabah....and my other friends....TAKE GOOD CARE guys!!! looking forward for the next gathering which most of us will exchange the uni life stories to each other!!! love u all n will always miss u all!! PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME OH!
muaccckkkksss!!~

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Alarm out from the windows...

Its already 1.35am while i start to write this article...today was a peaceful day for me...since i stopped working, i almost had my own sweet time everyday...for example, thursday nite i was out with lene and lilian them to support chun hwee singing at wings cafe...friday noon i had a nice day out with lilian at mp...and today...supposed to attend my colleague 21st birthday party but due to the reasons that my closer friends not going (cos i not really close with the birthday, js get to know after working ) and even myself dont know where is her house...i only knew that its located in duyong but honestly i really not familiar with the roads over there...so at last i had to send a msg to say sorry for not coming...sadly she replied that she was so disappointed dat most of us (me, lian, peiling n meiying who get to know her after joing the family of padini ) cant be coming...sighh...me too sad =(

But then my blog today was not all this...as my title suggested, my blog today had something related to the alarm that i heard out from the window beside my computer...if u all read newspaper...surely know that the hottest case happen in JB recently...a rob n rape case...which the criminals still not yet be arrested...this was the most shocking news of the month that i knew...and since that the day thay incident happened...i think most of us get to receive sort of msg that related to this case...as in "please pay attention to the TOYATA ALTIS, JJG 8513, this car suspected to be driven by the 4 criminals who involved in the rob n rape case in JB, please do not go out during the night if not necessary"...man, when i received this msg, my heart was like freeze for 1second...what a mag that can frightened up most of us....

And the Most scary msg was received ytd from one of my friend...saying that "Police had found that particular TOYOTA ALTIS in JUSCO MELAKA just now, please be alert n do not go out during nite alone! "....i was like..."WHAAATTTT??!!! JUSCO!!???".....i was there during the noon time with my mom man!! what the...?? this msg really frigthen me much than the former one! JUSCO is quite near to my living area...my heart beating faster n faster every second....but then i still able to sleep after watching drama til 2am something...

When i woke up today, after brushing teeth n washing face...passed by the dining table...the newspaper was on it...the big headline caught my attention...i stopped my steps and took the papers to see clearly as i din wear spec on..."THE CRIMINALS OF ROB & RAPE CASE IN JB HAD BEEN ARRESTED BY POLICE"....thanks GOD....that moment i felt so released! but then the smaller sentences beside the headline once again caught my eyes..."3 criminals had been arrested n 1 still running for his life.."....Oh MAN!! how come!!! arrgghh....i was so angry and started to have a lil worry again...i did not know why i would have such strong feel of worries towards this case...maybe the msg of "JUSCO" scared me up i think....but then my worries were not as distinct as the days before...

About late evening...once again i received the same msg from another friend of mine...the JUSCO msg...at the moment in my heart saying.."aiyo..this one got ad lar ytd...since today the papers ad announced that 3 criminals have been arrested..nthg much to worry ad..."...so i deleted that msg....

JUST NOW.....before start to write this blog...while thinking what to write for today...A SOUND OF ALARM CLEARLY HEARD OUT FROM THE WINDOW BESIDE ME.....it was so near to me...it was so loud to me similary...it was not the usual alarm...its really loud!! from the loudness of the alarm and the loudness of the friction between the cars tyre n road...u will know how fast the cars passed by!! it was like sort of racing in F1...here are just a small taman which are full of humps n rough roads....why the cars drove fast?? it made me thought of the case again...the JUSCO stuff appeared once again in my mind...man...really shocked me up!! i was guessing whether the police was trying to over take that particular car to arrest that left criminal?? was it??? i cant stop thinking of it and the alarm still so clearly be heard even they had already gone so far....

Haizzz....i was thinking to go church tomorrow...but now i think i have to keep my plan again...as i always need to go alone without companion of anybody....i admit i m not a daring one...i dare not to drive alone to so far especially during this kinda DANGEROUS HOUR....arrgghhh...sick of it...sick of myself.....dono want to go church or not.....

GOD please forgive me...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

The 2nd Narrow Escape

THe 9th June...

Early morning...the sun shine into my window...woke me up....when i opened my eyes, my room was so empty...i could no longer see my cousin sleeping beside me again....what a lonely feeling...nobody can let me kacau ad...everything back to normal..

After i brushed my teeth, my mom was asking me what i wanted to eat for the BREAKLUNCH ( breakfast + lunch )...i suggested chicken rice at melaka baru there...

Again...i be the driver again...well, i dont mind to be a driver cause i kinda like driving too hehe..

When i on my way...approaching the traffic light, i saw the green light started twinkle like star...i was very near to the traffic light yet i did not add oil but i press break slowly because it was a turning point...must slow down i thought in my heart...

All of the sudden, i saw a motorbike riding out from the other side of traffic light!! man!! my here still green light le!! the motorbike was riding towards my right side which was my driver seat, i could not stop immediately because there was one Naza Ria behind me driving in a very fast way n very close to me!! i was shocked by that situation and i made a fast decision to slow my car a lil bit down....and the motorbike PASSED in front my car js within that second!! in a very fast way i pressed oil to speed my car at the turning point there since the car behind me light on me panicly! Fuhh...nearly i din drift my car...if not i dont think my little kancil can stand it, maybe i will just lost control n bang into the divider n fall into the river !! Really Dammm lucky that it did not happen!!......

Sighh..but i was been scolded badly by my mom who sitting next to me...she keep shooting me like machine gun..non-stop...i knew it was dangerous but what can i do?? if i was to stop my car immediately dont she know the car behind me will just crashed into my car maybe it will be more serious than i bang the motorbike sideway lightly as i already cut off my speed before reaching the traffic light....she dont know how fast the car behind me was!! i was totally blank that moment and just bet for it by my driving skills....actually no much confident....but at least i did it...the Naza behind me instantly over take me after the turning point cos his car was too fast!!

Man...it was not the 1st time i met this kinda ridiculous road user ( was referred to the rider )...lots of time i been able to escape from accident...i think most probably i being blessed by God...Thanks to God once again...thanks for the blessing......

In the name of the FATHER and of the SON and of the HOLY SPIRIT...AMEN........

The Camwhoring Day

The 8th of June...

Today was the last day my cute cousin staying with me...she needed to stay at my uncle's house tonight because she will be following them back to muar 2mr morning...sigh...i was a lil bu she de her to go back but i cant do anything because she need to study...=(

So today we had a very wonderful moment together before she left!! i drove her to mp today as she so longed to shopping with me..hehe...by the way, we also looking for one suitable dress, not for me but for her to attend a wedding dinner n installation dinner...as she always trust my taste...she asked me to choose the dress for her! wow..it was a really a tough tast for me...

We shopped in mahkota for almost 1hour+ finally we entered a shop named OGL which a dress caught my eye...i chose 2 dress actually, but after my cousin try both of them, i made the final decision to get her the blue one as the white one was too sexy for her...not suitable for her age...after that, we needed to find some accessories to match with the dress, i was looking for one long pearl necklace to match with the dress...as i knew we wont able to find valueable one in mp, i decided to go dp to find...

In dp...in a very fast way i found the matching necklace in one shop wic i always enter during my working time...hehe...so i was very familiar with the accessories sell over there...finally all was ready and my mission was accomplished! hehe...but then after i did my part to fulfil her wish, i need some time to settle my things too...that was back to the Padini concept store to return my uniforms n pay visit to my colleagues over there!!

Wow...i was so HAPPY to step in the concept store WITHOUT WEARING UNIFORM! lolx...guess my dressing that day suit me much? my friends all almost cant regconise me wheni was back! they said i looked diff in casual wear n said i bcom prettier! lolx...but wait a min...they said i bcom prettier ad...meaning i looked ugly during the working period huh??? Oh my....but nevermind lar, as long as they still able to regconise me! kekeke...

I was so happy, i was like back to my old hometown..the feeling of walking everywhere also got plp call "Hey Valerie!....hey thats Valerie...nice to see u again Valerie...eh val miss u oh!...." lolx..dono how to describe!! so i was chatting around with all the colleagues under diff outlets...as the cencept store was so QUIET that moment ( normally less customers will come in noon during weekdays )..i gained a great chance to chit chat with my dearest colleagues!! hehe...really so HAPPY!!!

Well, happy hour always short for us..its time that i need to go home for dinner...sadly i left the concept store with all the hands waving at me...even security smile to me...

At home..after dinner..here my cousin asked me for camwhoring!! lolx...man...her last wish at my house was wanting me to help her make up n take some nice pic in her new dress!! well, i always a good jie jie for her...hehe...so i try to fulfil her wish and make it in time b4 we left to uncle's house...man...she was not only want herself to put up nice make up n dress but she wanted me to accompany her too!! swt...well, since i already promised to fulfil her wishes, i accept the suggestion pleasantly^^ so this was the slideshow of some pics that we taken and after editing by me..


Jogging Day...

well well well...talk about healthy lifestyle...its been a long time since i did exercises...i admit that i m not a very healthy person, always fall sick easily ....yet i do not do frequent exercise to built up a healthy body...WHY?? hehe..lot of reasons...the few main reasons are that ..
1.I dont have partner to go exercise together...timing not suit...
2.My closer friends mostly stay far from my house, mom does not like me always drive til so far =(
3.I....lazy to do alone....hehe..

but on the 6th June 2007, wednesday, the 2nd day when i back from Cameron, my best friend adelene asked me out for jog as she knew that i wanted to go exercise but nobody accompany me...hehe..i was so happy! instantly we set the time to go the nearest park, Stadium Tun Fatimah there for jogging...i was so excited! as my cousin also got nothing to do here, so i brought her along with us...hehe..

so here i started my car n out from my hse to fetch lene, which her hse js located in the taman beside mine...very very near....after fetching her, just a few meter from her house, i noticed that my car something wrong...i felt that my right leg like pressing for nothing...the oil pedal of my car was spolited??! man...i was so shocked by the sudden problem! i then on the double signals of my car and drove my car slowly n well control it until we reached the shortcut whereby the opposite taman was where i stayed...then i stopped my car beside the roadside in the housing area...then got down from the car n checked what happen to my oil pedal...Oh man...the pedal was like dropping out....i thought most probably the skrew or whatever was loose and made the wyre cant attach to the pedal...well, i dont know how to repair for sure...so i just called my brother to help me!! haha...

when my brother reached...i was so worry that i would be scolded by him...so as he stepped out from the car, i told him immediately that it was none of my mistake as i really dint do anything wrong! hehe...my bro just stare at me n shake his head...lolx...then he came to check my car...well, i did not know wat he did to my car...the pedal back to normal! haha...it looked so easy for him to fix the pedal back but i really did no know anything man...i was grateful that i was not far from my hse that moment n not spoilt halfway on the road!! if not i really cant expect what would happen...hehe...

after that, i drove the car again to the park where we supposed to go...but it was a lil bit late when we reached there due to the sudden incident just now...well, it did not turn our mood bad...once reached there, we went for a short walk 1st to warm up b4 we started to jog...then at a corner turning point, lene said lets start over there, and there we started JOG!! the fresh air blew upon my face made me feel really fresh! but then i did not have such good stamina like lene who can jog for long distance...i can only jog for one short distance and stopped to walk.....lene continued her jog far in front of me of course!! but to shorten the distance between she n me, i tried to jog again after i walk for another short distance...haha...the funny thing was while i jog until the halfway i saw lene waving at me in front..SHE WAS JOGGING back to find me!! lolx...man..how come her stamina so good huh??? it was like killing me even though i just jog for a short distance but it looked nothing for her!! she can even encourage me to jog until the final line ( where she stopped n returned to look for me )...man..she can accompany to jog til the finish line..which means she jog the double journey! arrghh...salute arr...

then we went to the centre court there where many plp gathered...they were doing aerobic! haha..lene asked me to join them but well, i not yet get my breathe back to normal that time man..surely i asked her to give me sometime to rest 1st...hehe...then we waited til the next music started only we joined...err....i really cant catch the steps le...did not know how to dance like them! lolx...so after a few steps i stopped again n stand beside to watch...lene was looking at me for my sudden reaction haha...she was eye signaling to ask me back beside her n follow together...but i did not want...really cant catch the steps lar..too fast!! but she was able to catch up...so geng le...thought she learn it b4...cause she used to be an athlete and active in doing various kind of exercises...hmmm...so good...but i did not join did not mean that i gave up to learn, i just waited for the music ended and asked lene to teach me the steps of the music...hehe...it was kinda easy but i just get confused of one changing part...thats why i cant follow nicely...

that day was a very very enjoyable day for me as i really have less chance to hang out with lene since she studied in mmu...always having the unsuitable timing when wanted to hang out together...since now she was in holidays n me too stopped working, we planned to go jogging every evening!! hehe...but too bad, the plan only can start on the coming wednesday bcos she was going to Cameron this friday...

Trip to Cameron >> 3rd day

Today was the last day in Cameron...they said after breakfast we will depart to Ipoh again...but i felt like going the Cactus Valley before we depart from Cameron...i suggested this since ytd nite during the dinner...but seems like nobody care of wht i said...after breakfast when we got into the car...my dad said follow uncle go Ipoh then..i was so upset and told him that i really wanted to go cactus valley before we leave...but my dad looks like pretending dint hear what i said...and said that uncle wanted to go ipoh ad...i was so frustrated bcos it was still early n why dont we just spent a lil more time here before leave?? i dont know when will be the 2nd time i will come here again and i dont wan to miss a chance to visit one nice place again...since we were up to here after a long tiring journey i wished that i could have more time here before back to malacca!! i told my dad once again...that made his face changed...i knew that it was not that he dont want to bring us go but his friend dint plan to go there, my dad always think for his friend 1st..dont wan to trouble them to follow us...but i just told my dad that no harm if uncle dont wan to follow us rite...and wat for we go ipoh so early for nthg...like the 1st day..i dont think ipoh have much fun for us...after i nag nag nag...he finally made his call and told uncle that we wanted to go cactus valley 1st then only leave for ipoh...i knew that i been a lil over ye man but i dont care as i dont wan to back with any regret...
so here we went to Cactus Valley!! hehe...i was so satisfy! and i thought it was not me only who wanted to come here...my mom, my cousin n even uncle's childrens wanted to come too but just nobody who dare to sound out but i DARE!! anyway, all of us did having lots of fun there!! and took lots of nice photos!
these were some of the pics...






haha...did she look like mickey mouse?? i purposely adjusted the angle for her! she was loving this pic!! lolx..


this pic taken by me...nicely adjusted the angle...wasnt it nice?? keke..professional photographer !!


the mischievous pose of kor kor...i snapped it when he purposely show the face!! lolx...quick shot without his attention man!! kaka...


hehe...after camwhoring at cactus valley..( it was not only me enjoying over thr but my dad n uncle too, they having high tea + salad while waiting for us...wasnt that nice for them? hmm hmmm hmmmm!! )..we back to our car n start the journey to Ipoh...
.......nthg much to talk bout Ipoh except of EATING the DucK drumstick mee.....
after that bye bye to uncle n family cos they were going somewhere else b4 back to malacca while we straight away back to mlc...while on the way back...my cousin n i was too boring again n guess what we do?? yeah...i knew that all of u sure know whats gonna happen next..CAMWHORING AGAIN!! lolx....


she stole my glasses!! yet acting cute lagi...lolx...


keke..i stole the glasses back!!

was asked to do piggy face again....
oklar...i knew that it was so lame taking lots of pics in car!! this was one last proper pic of both of us...thats d end of the day!!! peace^^

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Trip To Cameron >> 2nd day

the 2nd day of cameron trip began like this..i will show all the pics and some descriptions cos i was too lazy to write..hehe..


after having breakfast, i was attracted by 1 small shop selling of various type of tea!! man...its really small paradise for a tea lover like me!! keke..the shopkeeper intro lotsa tea for us and the most special one was Strawberry Tea!! man..the smell really...made my saliva nearly flow out!! (and we had bought it at other place..not from this shop..keke..)














haha..then we were left to HONEY BEE FARM!!

ahh...the roadside view over there really caught my eyes!! so i took a quick snap of my bro!

this was the nearer view from the roadside..wasnt it nice?? ^^ hehe...then i found this bee bee in the Honey Bee farm..very cute!!
after that we went to BOH' Tea Center...but the weather wasnt nice when we reached there...raining drizzily...wuwuwuw T_T....we all dont have umbrella man...luckily my dad's friend brought 4 umbrellas in his car, so we got to borrow from them n share together...
here were some nice scene taken at BOH tea center^^


the next station was....the butterfly farm! but actually the butterflies not so beautiful lar...we were more interested in taking photo of the side view! those nice flowers in garden n those insects in glasses...

unique!!



oh my....how could i dare myself to take pics of SNAKES?? yiakkss!! i just forced myself to do that...just to overcome the phobia? yerrr...but some told me look the pics of snake can help overcome the phobia...errr...geli le...lost my appetite aft look at the pics more than 1 min...
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the devil brother n sister? lolx...yer..the angel i took for brother was nicer!!

in the butterflies farm...


these were the big big cactus that caught my attention..actually they were well planted in flower pots..then the workers just need to dig a hole to place the cactus nicely on the ground..the big white roses too attracted me from far....Oh my..I LOVE WHITE ROSES!! pure n clean! so lovely!
after there, we went to strawberry farm which located opposite the Equatorial Hotel there...but i din take any pics over there because all of us never enter the farm...the farm is opened for those who want to pluck strawberries by themselves...rm20 for 2-3 plp and they were required to collect 1/2kg of strawberries..hmm..since we dont eat SO MUCH of strawberries thus thats no point for us to pluck...so we were left to another place...wic lots of shops selling vege and stuff...while my parents n uncle's family busy hunting for cheap + fresh vege...my cousin n i found a hidden garden behind those shop!! man...it was a nice corner! in front of the hidden garden there was a stall selling of various kind of bread..tart..so on n so for...we saw plp having their high tea in the hidden garden...wow...romantic atmosphere wasnt it?? so both me n my cousin were non-stop camwhoring again over there!! hehe...here were some pics of the hidden garden...




as everyone already feel tired..so we went back to our hotel to rest until the dinner time...after a nap, we were all ready to go the pasar malam near our hotel there...the pasar malam kinda long n full with all kind of stalls...and i saw a stall selling flowers at a very very cheap price!!

wa...so many roses and other kind of flowers..SO CHEAP SOMEMORE!! but i have NO DARLING to buy for me...wat a sad case...sobsobs.....T_T..so what i can do was say GOODBYE to those lovely flowers...sorry i cant bring u all home..=(

actually nthg much for us at the pasar malam but it looked like a paradise for my parents n the uncle n aunt...they bought lots of vege!! haiyoo...we were like kuli for them...carry so much really looked like dumb dumb from kampung! hahaha...
so...after we had our dinner...we were back to the room again as really nthg can do at night...no night scene..sighh...how good if we can get to 1 big field surrounded by flowers and lye down there watching stars n moon..or maybe can play some game over there! playing TRUE or Dare or even telling ghost stories? it would be FUN!! lolx...nah..i js think too much...strong imagination i have...hmm hmmm hmmmm....

back in room...as normal...when u got nthg to do in room..one thing that u can make fun with was CAMWHORING again!! lolx....here were some pics we taken in room again....


my bed! with the pillow i brought together..keke..cause can use it to sleep in car too!

this one like lazy panda pose...mak i...chyi chyi too heavy lar!! my bone gonna break!!







Ahdui haiii....wat kinda pose is dat huh?? how come kor can act cute with chyi til so alike?!! made all of us laugh til no voice! lolx...


now here were the 3 dumb dumb in room...kekekexx....


2 dumb dumb with piggy faces...
and this was the last pic of the day!!!
THE END~ ZzzZZzzzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzzzz........................