ever since all my best friends around have coupled up.....sometimes i did feel lonely and wish dat there is someone dat i can depend on....many say that its not i have no luck to get involve in relationship....its js dat i dont accept any of them......
yea...they are right.....its not bcos i got no chance to involve in relationship...its bcos i dont wan to accept any....why? bcos i have lack of confident....bcos i scare to get hurt again...bcos i dono wat i want....and bcos i dono wat he want from me.....
some other guys might think that its cool enuf to have gf....to show off....to reduce their loneliness...they js choose those who look pretty...they judge from the outlook...not from the inner beauty...and some will approach to u bcos u are rich...u are well known...all those means "the love with purpose"....if they having this kinda opinions...does it means that the relationship wont last long?? since they js simply pick without thinking for any longer...i had met alot of dis kinda guys...thats wat make me lack of confident in guys...their hearts are not sincere enuf...when they fail to court u then they will change another target and go for another gal....or even they got u, they will js take it for granted...leave u aside...bcos they had won the bet..
me....many said dat i tend to think alot....but thats my nature...its hard for me to change...i think that if somebody likes u....wan to be with u...he shd not care of how long the time took for u both to get together...he will respect u...he loves u bcos of who u are....bcos of who he is to u...bcos of who u are to him....he will understand wat u wan n wat u dont...he will understand wat u like n wat u dont....he treated u as good as he can without counting on u....who loves u without purpose but wat u meant to him...who wish to have u in every single part of his life...to share the joys...the happiness....the fails....the sadness....
again....i shall say....there is no rush to get involve in relationship....mainly bcos the longer the time u be with somebody, u will know better his/her personality...by the time,its not too late to make decision whether both of u suit to be together or not...if in the period u found that he/she is not really suit for u....its ok....bcos at the end, both of u will be still friend...."dont mind having the love for the moment...but mind for having the love forever...." thats wat i think...
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Why....
Tonight.....1.40am...
Lying on the bed....cant really sleep well....because smthg has ruined my mind....
Why?? sometimes i wonder....is there NO TRUE FRIENDSHIP between a guy n a gal?? if no...why this kinda thg keep happens on me...??? i love my friends...all my friends....guys n gals...i have really alot of friends...but deep in my heart...there are js a few of them who seems to be important for me...i can only share the real me with them...actually i need them the most....i love them......but why....cant we js be friend??
I dont want to lose a friend js because of this matter....i know it might hurts...u might cannot control ur feelings...but me too ok?? i treated u as my true friend....a friend who is important for me...a friend who i treat with my sincere heart....a friend who i cant lose...but u had chosen to put a dot in our friendship....
Love is not everything....sometime love cannot be forever there....but friendship can....i choose friendship...bcos i m not ready yet for LOVE....or bcos u might not be the Mr Right for me...bcos i hope we can keep in touch forever......
Please understand me....ur words really hurts me....ur action really hurts me.....i js a normal gal....why cant u js treat me like the other gal friends around us? i m so envy....i m envy of them....bcos they are still ur friends....and i m not anymore....bcos they can still talk like normal to u but i dont even have a chance anymore...
I really hope that...this kinda situation wont last long....i missing the days when we all play like mad...the moments we share....please...be my friend again....accept me to be ur friend again....dont give up our friendship js bcos u cant turn it from friendship to relationship....
Please......u are still my best friend....an important for me....
Lying on the bed....cant really sleep well....because smthg has ruined my mind....
Why?? sometimes i wonder....is there NO TRUE FRIENDSHIP between a guy n a gal?? if no...why this kinda thg keep happens on me...??? i love my friends...all my friends....guys n gals...i have really alot of friends...but deep in my heart...there are js a few of them who seems to be important for me...i can only share the real me with them...actually i need them the most....i love them......but why....cant we js be friend??
I dont want to lose a friend js because of this matter....i know it might hurts...u might cannot control ur feelings...but me too ok?? i treated u as my true friend....a friend who is important for me...a friend who i treat with my sincere heart....a friend who i cant lose...but u had chosen to put a dot in our friendship....
Love is not everything....sometime love cannot be forever there....but friendship can....i choose friendship...bcos i m not ready yet for LOVE....or bcos u might not be the Mr Right for me...bcos i hope we can keep in touch forever......
Please understand me....ur words really hurts me....ur action really hurts me.....i js a normal gal....why cant u js treat me like the other gal friends around us? i m so envy....i m envy of them....bcos they are still ur friends....and i m not anymore....bcos they can still talk like normal to u but i dont even have a chance anymore...
I really hope that...this kinda situation wont last long....i missing the days when we all play like mad...the moments we share....please...be my friend again....accept me to be ur friend again....dont give up our friendship js bcos u cant turn it from friendship to relationship....
Please......u are still my best friend....an important for me....
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