Love me for Who I Am....Not What I Am...

ever since all my best friends around have coupled up.....sometimes i did feel lonely and wish dat there is someone dat i can depend on....many say that its not i have no luck to get involve in relationship....its js dat i dont accept any of them......

yea...they are right.....its not bcos i got no chance to involve in relationship...its bcos i dont wan to accept any....why? bcos i have lack of confident....bcos i scare to get hurt again...bcos i dono wat i want....and bcos i dono wat he want from me.....

some other guys might think that its cool enuf to have gf....to show off....to reduce their loneliness...they js choose those who look pretty...they judge from the outlook...not from the inner beauty...and some will approach to u bcos u are rich...u are well known...all those means "the love with purpose"....if they having this kinda opinions...does it means that the relationship wont last long?? since they js simply pick without thinking for any longer...i had met alot of dis kinda guys...thats wat make me lack of confident in guys...their hearts are not sincere enuf...when they fail to court u then they will change another target and go for another gal....or even they got u, they will js take it for granted...leave u aside...bcos they had won the bet..

me....many said dat i tend to think alot....but thats my nature...its hard for me to change...i think that if somebody likes u....wan to be with u...he shd not care of how long the time took for u both to get together...he will respect u...he loves u bcos of who u are....bcos of who he is to u...bcos of who u are to him....he will understand wat u wan n wat u dont...he will understand wat u like n wat u dont....he treated u as good as he can without counting on u....who loves u without purpose but wat u meant to him...who wish to have u in every single part of his life...to share the joys...the happiness....the fails....the sadness....

again....i shall say....there is no rush to get involve in relationship....mainly bcos the longer the time u be with somebody, u will know better his/her personality...by the time,its not too late to make decision whether both of u suit to be together or not...if in the period u found that he/she is not really suit for u....its ok....bcos at the end, both of u will be still friend...."dont mind having the love for the moment...but mind for having the love forever...." thats wat i think...